Setting Boundaries for MLC Alien H

[In Limbo]

Sandi,

You're right, I'm tired and thru lying to everyone to cover him. He will want to be there to tell the boys because he says I'll "spin it" to make him look bad. HELLO....no spin really needed, yeah? But seriously, I am not a husband/dad basher and would never paint him in a negative light. However, H would consider me telling the boys that dad's confused or that this is not what I want, etc. to be "spin." He'd rather lie and act like it's mutual and just because we can't get along.

Gotta go to a Mother's Day tea at the school, but will post more later. My mind is racing this morning and I'm feeling like I'm done - tired of being played and tired of worrying about everything. I guess this is the point where you ask yourself is it worth it to continue, can you continue, etc. This moment, I'm seeing so much of MLC in H that I can't feel the real H would ever be back or that I could wait as long as it takes. I know for those that have been doing this so long that seems so wimpy. Maybe it's just the high emotions of dreading the weekend.