It's going to hit her hard. She is focusing all of her attention on fighting you, winning, and making you out to be the "bad guy". When this is all said and done, and the focus is not on fighting, she will be left with the mess all around her. I feel sorry for her because I really don't think she realizes what's going to happen. I'm sorry this is happening, Lost. Hang in there...right up until the end. I just told this to H4h. It's not over until it's over. Keep yourself busy, make positive changes in your life, and focus on those kids. I can't imagine the pain they are feeling.