Ahhh..nothing like doing something you enjoy and are good at..GAL...and getting paid for it..
liquid lunches are the bomb...they can lead to some emotional outbursts though..
been there done that...I've done it all..I was a real idiot during my sitch...
you'll be alright.....white water rafting...where you going..I've done a work trip the last 5-6 years on the Nolichucky in Northeast tennessee..class 2-3-4...google it..I also did a trip to the Whitewater center in Charlotte NC..it's cool..it's where they train the Kayakers for the Olympics now..class 3's-4's and a 5 thrown in..
I think your doing very well by the way..
I think you really need to detach..just don't lose that loving feeling..you'll be alright..