hey PD thanks for replying, sorry it took me awhile to reply i just havent really been up to it lately. But had a few GAL moments this weekend. On saturday i went and drove taxi with a friend of mine. Lots of crazys out on Sat. nights, so like to ride with him when I can. But the W called and I turned the radio up really loud and told her I was at the bar so i had to go. Then on Tuesday one of the guys I play poker with invited me to a Cinco de Meyo party, and lo and behold the W called while i was there and my buddys girlfriend was talking to me while I was on the phone with her and the W was pretty interested in "who the B*tch i was hanging around with" was, i dont know not trying to make her jealous, kinda felt good to hear her be so curious, but the next time i talked to her which was last night she was very withdrawn so we talked on IM for about 7minutes and she had to go I was just about to cut it off and she beat me to it.
But today had NC and i am working till sat. so prolly no more GAL activities untill sunday which is mothers day, but im stuck in illinois so i will just call my mom. I actually am covering my buddys shift driving taxi on sunday which the W totally disapproves of before the seperation she would tell me all the time she did not want me to because it was dangerous. But i can use some extra $. So what do you guys think about this is this me just doing the same old thing by not doing what she told me or is it ok because i need some extra $. I told her i got a second job to make some extra $ and she just replied what and i told her driving taxi on my days off, she didnt say anything and just replied well your not mine anymore so i dont have to worry about you.
I am starting to get angry at how cold and hateful she is being to me, I plan no contact with her until she calls me and when she does i will decide if i can talk to her. Its funny that im the one trying to do all the changing and she can keep doing the same old sh*t. I just feel like im bending over backwards just to let her sh*t on me and then she still probably wont want to come home. She has some crazy idea about the grass being greener?
I have a ? for you guys what are some of the things you've tried to make your X miss you....or to be more mysterious. That is what im supposed to be working on but i dont think im really being that successful, I am curious if it is because she knows me and knows that i only want to be with her.
Well till next time keep fighting the good fight and hope to hear from you guys...........Later
