It just seems that these last few days have been harder than most; as far as the whole fmaily (inlcuding W) have been on my mind.
It seems like the pieces of the puzzle are falling into place...except she is the last piece.
I hope you're doing better. Nothing is more frustrating than having a string of hard days. Funny you mention the puzzle pieces..... reminds me of waiting and having patience for God to work things out and reveal His will. Seems like the piece we want clarity on the most is usually the last piece :-).
Originally Posted By: jaguilar
I was thinking during my run that maybe I don't want to be with a woman like her. If this is what she is all about, maybe this is it. I should just move on, not sure. Just thinking.
I know running for me also lets my mind run wild.... both good and bad. It is a time for me to think about everything and relieve stress. But my pondering mind can also drive me crazy at times when I just want it to stop thinking!
I have similar thoughts about my H. I think it is normal to question them with the hardship we're going through. It is definitely a fair question to ask of ourselves.
Hope you have a great Friday Jag!
Me:28, first M H: 33, second M Married: 08/08 Bomb: 10/08 H filed D and deployed: 12/08 Served: 04/09 I deploy: 07/09 Hearing date: 08/09