Seperated

[LitlHopeAlwys]

Hi All. I didn't make it through the day yesterday without contacting the W. I called her while at work - just wanted to say hi and see how she and S3 are doing. We only talked shortly - I ended it before I got too excited to be hearing her voice.

I came home from work, and finally got to cut the grass - the rain had let up for a day. After that I went for a bike ride (beach and back - about 11 miles). When I got home I had a message on the answering machine. It was the S3 - just rambling on - great to hear his voice - messaged W to make sure everything was OK - she immediately called back. Everything was fine - S3 wanted to call someone - so she had him call me. After speaking to S3 for a few minutes about his day W took the phone. We spoke for a few minutes - really not about anything - which is more then what it has been - she asked me what I have been up to and told just taking care of house and riding bike and trying to get back in shape(lost 25 pounds now in about 6 weeks - yeah for me 20 to go to reach my goal).
From there we hung up and i finished up work around the house.
That brings us to today - I sent her a message after going out with her uncle after work (we are really close over time). Got a reply back that she was at beach with S3 watching fisherman - told her have a good night and if she wants to chat later to let me know.

Now on a side note, my parents just got back from vacation after 3 weeks, they baby sit daily for us. They had the W over for dinner Tuesday - before seeing me - but hey what do I care - just glad that they are all still talking. I spoke to my father today and they were discussing taken S3 to Florida next month for 2 weeks - The W asked if she could come down there to take S3 to Disney World. My father's response to her was that I thought the 2 of you were going to bring him there together. W responded to him saying that we would, now here's my W that wants a divorce, yet still wants to bring our S3 to Disney world together and stay under the same roof after being apart since the end of February. Does this seem strange to anyone or just me maybe there's just something that I don't understand?

But now its off to do some work around the house. Tomorrow should prove to be an interesting day - W is receiving flowers for mother's day from both S3 and I - Yes I know its pursuing - but my way of looking at it is she is still and always will be the mother of my S3 and am grateful for that.