well not very good news.

I did have a good day with my mom. She took me shopping and got my mind off things for a bit.

H calls, I ask him if he will be coming with us to the communion on Saturday, he says maybe, I said why what are your plans, he says he may have to work. I told him he could do it Sunday. He says well its Mother's day, I said yea, he says shouldn't I be home that day? I said its fine if you have to work. He says well you don't give a Sh** about me anyway. I said, if I didn't care would I be here talking to you about it?

Then he starts in about what's been going on. I just said that you being miserable to everyone is taking its toll. He says he's fustrated that he is busting his butt to get work and nothing is coming in. I said I understand that, Im stressed to, but that doesn't mean you can take it out on everybody else.

then he started in on me about the cat and that I said the wrong thing to him about feeding her and he flew off the handle... OMG.. get over it already!! I said I think WE need to go talk to someone, he says, nope I have nothing to talk about. and then he said I have to go and hung up.

So there you have it my friends. He has no intention of talking to a therapist. I really wish that I wasn't in this position now.


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.