Well, H was planning a trip up here to get some of the things that he left with his roommate last summer before he transferred, It was just going to be an extra leg on a work trip that would have brought him back to Alaska. He texted me to tell me that he had gotten bumped from the trip and I told him I hate to say it, but woohoo!!! I had already told him that I didnt want him to see me until after I have been working all summer, because my job is physically intense, so it does great things for my body. He said that it made him smile.

I know that Im just delaying the inevitable, but it is such a relief to know that hes not going to be here in 2 weeks. I feel like its bought us time to keep up the repairs I guess.

I guess I gave the wrong finger to the wrong man...