Wondering how to handle things

[kissak]

well, the outer banks sounds like a good idea. I could take my good friend along with me. Just for a weekend getaway.

Second, I dont want a divorce, Im not quite done with him, dont ask me why please, lol. And I do think that someday he could become the man I once respected and that maybe I could trust him again. Key word "maybe".

My thing is I want to still be his friend. But if the OW ever came into the pic again, I couldnt be. Way too much drama with her. She doesnt trust him and then drags me into the drama. I dont wanna go there again, whether I move on or not.

I think about slowly just drifting away, but then would he? He is very childish on somethings like this.

Like he can go all day without speaking to me, but let me miss 2 or 3 texts and he starts with the "you not talking to me" stuff.

Im just tired and its all getting to me, I think I even resent him for just having so much free time. We both worked long hard days yesterday and he got to go home and relax and worry about him....i had to go home and take care of kids and home and work and then me later.

Im just tired and Im too young to be tired and worn out!!