Hey Kat.. yes, IF he decides he wants back, I'd like to think he would want to/need to or even intend to woo me. At the moment, I still dont feel like I have any, or much power.
So I spoke too soon again! He phoned me when I got home, unexpectedly. He got a letter saying I hadnt paid the credit card (which is in his name) so I was very embarressed about that. He said its ok and "sorry to stress you out" as I have enugh on my plate with college and of course I said, no I'm sorry for not paying it! Then he asked me about college and was very interested, I was chatty and also asked him about work and I made him chuckle a bit, but there were some awkward silences and he would cough to fill them, or whatever and I didnt know what he wanted really (just to tell me about the card I think).. and after 15 minutes he said he had to go and said in a kind of pitying, patronising voice "ok, speak to you soon Al....". I said, well I will see you later wont I? He said, oh G said something about band night, but I dont know, I'm pretty tired from work, so I'll see how I feel, maybe...
I think he is still with her. The tone in his voice has yet again left me feeling horrible.
