AJ - And what you write about is the hardest part for me. I think some people are better equipped to be able handle things as if they're on the outside looking in... I can't get away from the grief. I'm gong to try and find a C again. I think that may be my best bet, but I cringe at the thought of the emotional drain...
I just NEVER thought I'd be here...
Last edited by mindblank; 05/07/0904:49 PM.
Me-46, D-21, S15, S13
After many years w/my head in the sand... I FILED Divorced 6/2011
The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.
