Mindblank #4 - Can I borrow some meds?

[mindfull]

Mike, I've done a lot of thinking about this... Aside from these few slip ups (mid-March, and Tuesday night), I think I was doing ok. I am busy. I am doing things to improve upon myself. I am pleasant in his presence, and look nice. You pretty much summed it all up...

"...to me this is wonderful and the way it should be..you are married..the M is just missing the intimacy part right?? Ya need to show him the MB that he saw when you first met..she's in there somewhere..she just got all caught up being a mother and parent..."

It's that intimacy part that hurts to the core. I just need to learn to NOT bring it up. He is/was truly enjoying himself at home, AND covering for his time to be here more.

I wouldn't say I was detached. I would say I was following a path of forward progress, and that's why the emotions take over.

I'm determined, AGAIN, to back off, do my thing, etc...

Thanks for stepping back in.