OK, not yet, but, I am doing lots better. I have gotten here before, only to mess it up, so I am really trying to get a hold on my bad tendencies.
Good news: Last night at about 10:15 p.m. he called me "just to talk." We talked for 45 minutes, and it was really nice. We made plans to go get him a bike this weekend.I am REALLY excited about this. You see, this is something we would have never done before. I am sure he would have wanted to, but when it comes to sports/fitness, I am really intimidated by him, so I tend to not join him (knowing that he will just show me up, or I will just slow him down). These last few years have been all about me getting over irrational fears. That is why I am signed up for a triathalon this summer. I want to quiet the voice in my head that tells me I can't do those things.
Yes, I will slow him down on the bike ride(s), but I bet he won't mind as much as I tell myself he will. So, I will get over it.
I am just thrilled about this happening, and I can't believe that it is me doing it!!!!
Are ya even more proudly teary-eyed now, BND? SMOOCH!
