Everyday you have a choice on how to view your sitch. One quote fom here that helped me: "the people who had success kept a PMA and saw the good in the situation."
Nobody asked to be here, so bloom where you are planted. DBing was the hardest thing I ever did. You can handle it. Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.