Tried being less predictable this week as suggested by DB Coach.
Planned dinner with friends over the weekend while wife was working and invited her to come along after work. She declined. Went out annyway, but friends cancelled. Wife tired and just went to bed.
Spent day with kids having fun. In a good mood. Wife came home from work in good mood. Stole a kiss and a squeeze on the tush. Appeared receptive. Attempted ML in the middle of the night while kids in bed in their own beds for a change. She flat out turned me down saying no. Got up, got dressed, and went out...tried to make it seem like I was going out clubbing or to a bar, but just went driving around and got something to eat. Came home in the morning and she did not even mention it.
Proceeded to give her space the rest of the weekend and week by not speaking, touching, etc.
Left to go out of town for work. Attempted another kiss and hug. She didn't respond and turned her head away. While gone attempted to call home to speak to kids. Wife didn't even answer the phone but handed it over to kids. Therefore have not spoken to her all week.
Son having trouble in school. Attempted finding a counselor for him to speak with. Requested in an email text for wife to set it up. Still waiting for results.
Have been feeling a lot of empty sad hurtful feelings in my heart and guts. Feel alone. Am concerned that W must be having an affair. Wish she would just leave at this point.
