Thanks Hope. Tennis was a blast. I laughed all the way through it bc my coordination isn't that great either. I kept launching the ball like a baseball and sending the ball flying... but it was fun and we all laughed at ourselves! It goes for 4 weeks and on Wed's which is my free night so it's a good distraction.

Then I went to my BF's and watched their 4 yr old break dance \:\) and then read him some books b4 bed. So sweet he is, and they grow up overnight...!

I had a call from the radiologist office that they want to re-do my mammogram. That's disturbing but I guess it could be anything... I'll call the DR tmrw for more info but I can't even imagine how hard it would be to go thru chemo as a single mom. But I will take it one day at a time and just stick with that.

Talked to H twice today about bills. He seems a little more comfortable talking to me on the phone so maybe lunch yesterday was good for that and working on the friendship, which I did have listed as a goal. Maybe it's something to build on but I'm just gonna take care of myself and the kids.

I should note that I woke up today feeling pretty angry/mad at H for his actions. I think I'm moving along in the grief process and healthy anger is part of it. By mid-day I wasn't thinking about H anymore and tonight I'm fine. I've never been very good at holding a grudge anyway.