Forget moving to piecing... H has flaked out on me again. No drinking but he has changed his mind about moving in with me. Didn't like something I did. H way of punishing me - but guess what - he is the one losing too.

I will focus on moving the kids forward and then will do the same for myself. I may be overreacting because this could be anticipated, but I am tired and too old to go through this anymore. If he wants to be jealous, insecure, controlling and self centered - then let it be - but not with me.

What a dissappointment! I really saw and heard changes. This is his old stuff. He may rebound but I'm not rebounding so easily these days.


Me late 50's
M 9/06
D 4/11