For years, my DH was my world. He is not anymore. There is a small part to the side for him when he is ready to come home. I had to move him over, as the hole in my life was consuming me. Now, it is a small hole that God can help me around when things seem too hard to bear. When DH is ready to refill his place, I will allow him more room in my life. For now, though, this is what it is. It does not mean that I am not here for him, that I cannot try to show him, through my actions and love, that there is a different, better choice than the one he is following now.
SMW, that is a beautiful way to put it.
Puppy
Puppy--
Am I doing things wrong? Have I missed something that I need to do differently? I have detached as far as I can with four kids. I never contact him unless it is something important about the kids. I try to weigh it against if it is important enough to interrupt his work day. Is my Christian walk out of place with DB?
Living God's blessings with grace and dignity~ SMW
M40/H36 T16/M14 4K B2/08 S4/08 current
Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. I Corinthians 13:7
