Thanks so much. I can't remember the name of it but there is a theory people have posted here about hoping for the best while accepting the harsh reality of the present...that is sort of where I am.
I know what I would/will do with either a very negative reaction or a relieved, 'I am so glad someone knows my secret and I am not alone in this' reaction. And I may get no reaction at all tonight but a delayed reaction down the road. Who knows....
