Sorry for the long post, full of good information...?
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But then the next day an awareness began to creep over me of all the things I've done wrong and all the things I need to change and how I am not responsible for H's EA, but have played a part in the R crumbling to the point he had a void the EA filled.
You are so far ahead of the game right now...you have no idea.
This is amazingly good stuff for you. : )
BTW in 20 minutes I go home for the day and I am not on the computer when I am at home. My failing in my marriage was I ignored my wife and children by being on the computer and playing computer games all the time. Like some virtual world where I'm a level 60 spell caster actually means something of worth somehow. : ) So I'm not ignoringyou I'm just not around.
You want a time killer? Go look for my old posts...or Brand New Days, she is a good one to read.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK