Today was draining. I had to do a bid that was due today on top of dealing with the attitude from h.
We only spoke of business things and that's all. S3 had speech today and was a handful. I hoping this is just a phase for him.
H calls me from his cell and tells me he's leaving to go up north for his home show. I said are staying overnight and he said yes. , I said ok whatever.. he said yea whatever.
Came home for a minute to get clothes and says goodbye to the kids and begrudgily sp? kisses me goodbye. Then I go back outside because he forgot his phone and gives me a half - azzed hug.
That was it.
He's cold as ice. But I really didn't expect anything different. I just need to get through this wk and wkend.
I don't even know when he's coming back, But I think tomorrow night. Not sure though.
This is all so depressing. I just hope he still has a right mind to stay faithful, and that this is not an excuse for him to stray. Im just worried.
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
