Ok I could not for the life of me think of a thread title...
I didn't want to start a new thread b/c I don't know if I should post here or in "surviving the D" yet...but I will know very very soon.
I told Dan he could stop by the house after dinner last night, he said he was going by work first for a while to catch up on things. We were already in Omaha at the time for supper. Which, by the way, was a lot of fun.
At 10 I was suddenly so tired I almost fell asleep in my chair. I am on a pretty low-calorie eating plan right now so I don't know if that is why I was tired, or stress I don't realize I am feeling, but it hit like a ton of bricks. I texted Dan to see if he had left work yet and I went and got in bed.
He called back and said he was just pulling in his mom and dad's driveway, I said I had wanted to talk to him. He said he could come in to the house if I wanted. It was already 10:20 by then. I said No, that's okay, I know you hate talking that late at night...(He has said many times that we only seem to talk about anything when it is 11 at night and there is no time to really talk...so I acknowledged that)
He said "Well, tomorrow night I will be at the house while you are at class, I will work on putting the kids to bed early so we can talk when you get home" Class goes until nine. Actually tonight it isn't real class or I wouldn't be on here...it is time for working on our final projects. Which I need to go do.
I think SMW is right, I may run by the church on my way home or otherwise say a quick prayer before I talk to Dan. I do not expect a happy ending. My worst-case scenario is that he will tell me he doesn't know what I am talking about, he doesn't have a problem, he just doesn't want me anymore, and he will storm out of the house. I know that is possible. But before I can walk into the attorney's office and file I need to do this.
