Slowly but surely - detach and 180

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I think this is good advice Puppy. I need to "stop trying". Get on with my life. I have a lot of fun things planned in the next 2 weeks so will be doing good on GAL. I am feeling renewed motivation to stay Dark for my own sanity.

I have been trying watch for things I have been ask W for about or for help with that I can handle my own. Do I really need to ask her. There are quite a few kid related things I have to deal with her on but have found a number of other things that I really don't have to and have been able to stop myself from calling/emailing her.

I also realize I forgot to take my Anti-Depressants this weekend and that had a serious effect on my PMA this weekend. I will find a way to make sure I don't forget in the future.