First off,
Hey, Ian, it's WEDNESDAY! Where are ya, man?

Still feeling a little unsettled, but that is due to my major issue of overanalyzing everything to death. (No, really, Jack, I do that!) ;\)

FIL is gone-
XH was here last night for a few hours. He was busy with our youngest, so I didn't talk to him a lot. He was on only 4 hours of sleep from the night before, so keeping my distance was the only wise thing to do.

During the times we did talk, I felt myself pushing a little too much at times (just too many comments that showed I was into this more than him), but I recognized it and knocked it off.

He just called a little bit ago on his way home from work. We talked for about 20 minutes, and I kept it as light as possible. We discussed getting together "soon," but no definite plans were made.

So, the plan for the next million days or so is to stop assuming. I can not live my life wondering what (or who) he is up to! We're gonna have to clear the air at some point--- I guess I will worry about that when the time comes, if it comes. I realize I have to keep up with these nice interactions if that time has any hope of materializing!

One good thing, we talked about him getting a bike (I am beginning bike training) so we can ride together. That would be great. Oh, also, I was getting ready to tell him about a great idea I had of something we could do together, when our son interrupted. As XH got ready to leave, he leaned in and said, "I want to hear about those plans." He correctly assumed that it was something that needed to be said in privacy... ;\)