Desperate for direction

[Doingitright]

Thanks. It is like watching paint dry. You sit there day after day hoping and waiting; for something to happen, a spark a glimmer or your next counseling session. We did counseling individually in March and it was a disaster. First thing therapist said was if there were no kids would you be married right now. It sent the train crashing and the next 3 weeks were living hell. Found out about the emotional affair after confronting her several times prior only to be told I was being abusive by accusing her of an affair. I said I wanted a D and thats when some things turned around. To go to marriage counseling to fix our problems and not find out how we arrived at our problems like the first therapist did. The counseling was at her request. I just don't know what end is up any more and what is true and what is false. I am not a very good actor so we have had family visiting or us visiting them for 3 of the last 4 weekends and 1 whole week. All her family. just rambling at this point, sorry.