You are thinking like a solution detective......good job.
Be bolder, be confident.
Assume he's going to be glad to see you.......let go of the thought that that might be unrealistic.
Now........Knowing he's glad to see you.....would you rush and give him a hug........perhaps you would or perhaps you'd give him a big smile and wait as he came over to you.....the key is in your past.....WHEN things were going well.........
When he was crazy in love with you....what were you saying, what were you doing?
What works here.....just do it....no reason why it can't work again.
Really, there is no need for you to doubt......repeatedly doing the things that work.....you have just as much right to expect love to grow as all the rest of our success stories
You go girl!
sg Love is PATIENT, love is KIND, LOVE never fails / DB since 2001