The adventure continues--part 5

[AFWAW]

You want to be with someone that wants to be with you out of love not convenience.

I don't think she was with me out of convenience before and I hope that she won't be in the future--I don't think she doesn't love me--I think she doesn't know what she wants at this point and is highly confused. I think she is shocked in how I reacted to the whole sitch. I believe she expected me to never want to see her again.

Hopefully, she wises up soon. I know you are starting to question your future together like I did.

God, I hope so as I am miserable at this point due to her indecision and the whole damn sitch. While I am questioning our future together I remain optimistic for a life with her that would be wonderful--she just has to choose it--I know we could start fresh and really enjoy being married. I can see that and I pray that she can see that and chooses that.