Regardless of what has happened Mother's day is for her...deserved or not, however...and the suck part is it might not be reutrned on Father's days...in the right here and right now.
However, Mother's Day is also for your children. Teach them to Honor the Day...teach them not for your wife, but their mother, teach them so that they teach their children in keeping a tradition for deserving role models worthy of the name.
You are better already, you are a good guy, keep it up, and some woman is going to be glad to have you in their life, and who knows WHO that woman will be with the door left a little open for some time.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK