I went back a couple weeks to read my posts. Obviously I let myself get focused on H again yesterday, but today is a new day. Taking focus off him and back on myself. Read a post from "kara" who put it so well... 'let go and let God'. So it's out of my control and out of my hands.

Tennis tonight - I'm looking forward to getting some lessons and then I can play with the kids at the park. Moving ahead...

As Scarlett said, 'tomorrow is another day' and I'm going to make it a good one.