i havent post about myself in a while/

things are still up and down, our new business has alot to do with it.
h has the tendency to shut me out, change things between us, when something else is going wrong.

not fair. in the past i would leave it alone, not anymore. i keep trying to nip it in the bud. but it is frustrating.

he is extremely up and down with me. he goes from silent to talking to making plans with our friends that we havent gotten together with in 3 years! i stayed in close contact with them so it wasnt awkward. we had a really good time and guess what - now he is back to acting weird.

maybe it is still the adjustment to being home. i just dont know.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09