[/quote] Im so angry, angry that I let my kids down, angry that I let it get this far, angry that I quit a good job I had to help him with the business, Angry that I wasn't strong enough to leave a long time ago, Angry that now my kids life will be turned upside down.. and Its my fault, I should have done something about it.
There's nothing left in me anymore.[quote]
T,
You haven't let them down at all. When your boys get older they will understand why you have stayed ad long as you have and worked to make your M a better one.They will understand what unconditional love is, and they will love you for that no matter what happens.
I will call you today.
JO
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez