The adventure continues--part 5

[AFWAW]

Sounds like you are doing well with money and should she stop paying the other bills you will be okay...correct? Recommend you pay off the joint credit card and cancel.

I'm doing better than we were together--I'd rather have my wife back though. She is paying off the joint credit card.

I'm trying just to emotionally detach at this point. Everytime she says something positive I get all jumbled up still. I keep getting caught up in the "hope" trap and I have to stop doing that. If she's going to move home she will and instead of me anticipating it I probably should accept the fact that it's not going to happen so I won't be dissappointed if it doesn't(although I'm sure I will be).

I recalled something from our lunchtime conversation on Monday--she said: I wish I would have gotten out of the military when I had the chance(Me too as maybe none of this would have happened)--is that regret maybe? I don't know. I'm taking leave on Thursday and Friday and going to try and relax a bit.