Not sure how I find any hope for any of us in this situation.LRT and going dark; it feels that it has gone beyond this point now.

Praying; maybe I need to do more. God is good and always present but I am still unsure what He wants to show me and us through all of this?

I am generally a woman with a large sense of possibility in my life; I would like to think that his is no different; that there is a space where we will all be OK somehow. But i have lost faith and lost my way.