Your M isn't necessarily over. What's "over" is the idea that you're letting your Ws actions control your own.
Determine what you want and stick to it. Detach for your confidence and self-esteem. You've only been at this for a little over two months. It takes ALOT of patience if you want to pull this off.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.