The adventure continues--part 5

[AFWAW]

Hoop,
You're right. My marriage is over. The sooner I accept that the better off I'll be. If she comes back then she comes back. Talked w/ assignments today--good friend of mine and asked him where I could go if I pick up E8 on Thursday--Mountain Home, Idaho--blah!!! I told him I didn't want to go there, anywhere else? He knows I'm seperated and asked if I was still married--yep--he said you could stay right there. I could work it so guy coming in gets his orders cancelled as your wife is on a controlled tour--ok, not what I was looking for but it does eliminate a lot of the bad things that could happen financially--like not being able to sell this house.

Hmmmmm, I bet the wife will be all over me to see what's going on Thursday if she finds out I made it. Well, she just called to see if I made it home from work. Yeah, I don't think she's gonna come home. I think she's liking being away too much and having freedom she has to have sex with other men--pure speculation my part at this point but why would she confess all and then stay away? As everyone has pointed out here today, it's time for me to stop letting her pull my heart strings. Easier said than done I'm sure.