Haven't forgotten you, been reading, just not posting.
I'm so glad to hear that MC went well, even if it was more for W than you or you plural. Sounds like she does need it. Has she scheduled the next appointment yet?
Just a comment on the lack of physical contact. In my sitch, I think I'm the one who doesn't want it. xBF and I have not discussed it but he did go in for a kiss a couple weeks back and I turned him aside. I just have no desire to kiss him and definitely not anything further. I'm not sure if that physical attraction will come back or not but it's definitely not on my agenda for quite some time. It's partly a trust issue, partly a residual disgust issue, partly a health issue, and partly a result of my low testosterone levels. Now the last thing I know how to fix and am working on that, but honestly I'm in no rush because I don't want the raging hormones to interfere with me figuring out what I want and if we can/will work things out. Maybe that's part of what's holding your W back. Generally speaking, women link sex with love and emotional intimacy much more than men do and it's hard to separate them.
Just my two cents.
If you love somebody, set them free. http://tinyurl.com/2empx2g
