Neaj.. I am trying really hard to just concentrate on college, but mentally I am struggling. It all feels so tough and financially..No.. he's a Leo, he's been sociable all his life. I was too, but I felt vunerable after getting ill so much so wouldnt go out in fear of coming down with something....I was a PITA to be honest.
Kat.. thanks, it DID get to me! Thanks for your kind words.
Andabelle - I think it wasnt just that I was ill, so much as my fears and phobias meant I placed ALOT of restrictions on our life together, which wasnt fair of me. As for trusting him.. wierdly I do still! Crazy, maybe.
Michelle..thankyou also for sticking with me! I havent had the greatest week on the boards
