Oh, for the love of...

She needed a BREAK?????? From motherhood? Are you seriously accepting this?

From being your woman? Are you seriously accepting this?

From mere chores????? Get a cleaning lady. Set up a schedule. What's the big deal. Are you seriously accepting this?

Continue spying on her? Like a desperate guy. Like someone who has no other options. Stop this and move on. You ARE losing your dignity with all of this desperate clinging to the fantasy that she is sitting at home with a cup of tea contemplating your love for her.

Please, please get there.

Lucky