The adventure continues--part 5

[AFWAW]

I've said before... I believe that AF, like me, is not a strategic person when it comes to his life relationships, and that he can only play these roles that you suggest when he truly is done and ready to walk away. You are right - He is stuck in his feelings. I don't think he'll be able to get beyond them until he is truly beyond them.

Lucky, you are correct. I have a heart. It is difficult for me when I get something positive from her.

Your wife isn't playing games with you just for kicks. She is really trying to make a decision here.

I'm having a hard time with this one. I wish she would just make the damn decision either way so I can get on with it. If she's really trying to make a decision, what is the logic she's applying?

She gave her excuse about not having any responsibilities last night as she initially did when this all started. I know now that wasn't the case then, so why should I believe that now? The only thing that's changed is that she seems to be calling more often and seems to be interested in my day and how things are going in general.

Well, the job has picked up so that's something. It is still extremely hard to focus at times though, still. I woke up at 2 am again. Still waiting for the heartache to go away. My counselor told me I'd know when I've had enough. It feels like the cycle has started over yet again.