If you are having a hard time...why not do for you what does good for you? Do you see her so much for her benefit? Because it doesn't seem like it is a benefit to you.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK