I told him (via text as he never came over) last night that i was planning to file once school is over and I have time (3 weeks from now). The only reason I put was that he made it clear last week that he had no intentions of trying to rebuild with me so it was time we moved forward with life, I loved him but I could not continue to wait for something that he said himself was not going to happen.
This morning I spent almost an hour typing up my thoughts re. the porn issue. I was going to email it but that is too impersonal. So tonight we are going to karate and then out for Mexican with Dan for Cinco De Mayo.I will share it with him after the kids are in bed tonight. Some of you may say why bother but even though I am filing, he is my husband and I do love him and I don't think anyone else honestly knows him like I do, so if I don't confront him on this, no one else ever will. He will live his life thinking no one else knows about his dirty little secret so no one else could ever 'get' him.
If you want I could post part of what I wrote to him, I will say it to him tonight but I wrote it down so I get it all straight...
