amigo mio))))))))))))))) I had no doubt that your cup of blessing is running over, the Lord takes care of the rest when we rest in Him, I'm glad to hear you are doing well \:\)

The D and x's crappy history/lies are but a spec, the hurt my children experience is my weak spot, I know eventually d6 will not feel so bad, but ... but.. you know, I wish she didnt' have to feel that way. I do have to pray more for her healing, my sweet little thing, pray hard that the same healing God has bestowed on me is on her, I need to remind myself of that.

I still take kids to C --- the school C called 5mins ago about yesterday, I'm glad I have a lot of people on our side, the school C will try to talk to her on her "dad" days. I have to pry my mind from murderous rage thoughts against x for what he's brought on their little lives. I don't want to take space on my thread talking about him, but his gf went back to her state to "study"...also there is no money to support her or her kids since she's been unemployed since last year so I'm sure that's a big reason she went back, she'll be back on December, x told s11 that some rules will be flexible now that she is gone, jeez! he is sooo whipped. Anyways...

I thank heavens for my church family who is very loving to my children and they know where they are coming from. I want to share with joy that my s11 has told me he wants to baptize! I didnt' even bring it up but he wants to do it and I'm so so proud, he has such a noble soul, he takes such good care of his sister.

LOL about the boots! nope, I'd break both my ankles doing zumba on those! zumba is my therapy, I just release any tension I might have and enjoy myself fully, and on the plus side I burn hundreds of calories \:\) Try a zumba for beginners DVD, you'll love it.

Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.