Episode IV: A New Hope (?)

[dday101798]

You know re-reading that, I know I sound like "anti-DB" or something.

It's great that she says she misses me and wants to hang out with me, and be better friends, that's great, I was happy to hear that and if the conversation wouldn't have went sour I would have fully believed it, but yet, once again, according to her "we can't do that because you would get angry out of nowhere with me".

And when i offer up the reason why is being that "because you left me for someone else but that it doesn't matter now because you are getting what you want in a month at the very latest (D), I could care less now about that", she explodes?

I understand the demise of our R and M. I understand why she would leave me for OM, accept and forgive it. But, I do not understand how she feels that it is just no big deal apparently, and yet, should I word get out that I was out with someone of female gender having a drink or something and I tell STBX that's all it was and what does it matter? I'm the one not being truthful?