And believe me when I say I know that we have the ability that we don't even know of to endure and hold on for love. I too never thought I would hold on for so long. H's A has been going on on and off for over 5 yrs so I know I have endured and many have said how did you. But its time to put an end to it. We can't go on like this anymore. So I understand your strength.
You have shown a remarkable strength in standing up for your M like you have. I'm sure you've had plenty of people encouraging you to move on as well. As have I. Ultimately when we get to the point where we are indeed ready to move on - we can do it without regrets and with our head held high, regardless of our past mistakes.
It takes integrity and character. No matter what awaits you in the future, your H will be worse off without a person like you in his life. One day he will really see that. Good luck with it.
"You can't reason someone out of a position they didn't reason themselves into."
