He's home for a visit as I put it, and yesterday I decided to mention the letter I sent. Remember that all ?? Ughh! Well, I asked why he was " pissed " as he put in his reply, and that fact that I never received a response. He then says, " I don't remember." I won't lie, I was hurt. Yet again! He then asks if it's the email talking about being roommates. I told him yes, and that is what made him angry. He say's he doesn't want a roommate, and he doesn't feel we are that I guess. It made him mad that I think it is what we are. Arghhhhh again. Cause really, I believe we are. However that is NOT the point here that is important. It's the fact that WE need to work on this. I feel like he doesn't take me seriously. That he just wants it to all go away. I then looked at him and said.......... >>
I am to old for this. I am to old to try and talk to my husband about things I feel are important and you ( he ) play the game of not remembering or staring into space until I either blow up or give up. That regardless if we disagree, we are husband and wife and should be able to talk. This IS an issue. A husband and wife who don't touch for years on end SHOULD be talking, or moving on.
He of course stared into space. This guy is so broken it's not even funny. I know he wants to talk, but has no idea how to. He looked just lost. So I just said that I couldn't and would not let him to do this anymore. Sure were building a future, but we are NOT building a marriage here.
The end...........
Not sure where it will go from here now. He is here until Saturday. And in all honesty, I can't wait until Im on my own again. Pretty sad statement to make, but its true.
