No more feelings, get in cerebral mode. I think now is the time to move on. I think she knows where you stand about love, parenting and marriage. She is deciding on this? What other information does she need. Time to move on, listen to GUCCI!, LISTEN TO LUCKY, LISTEN TO PUPPY!!!!
It is time to stop feeling like a beat up little boy and come out of the corner. YOU CAN DO THIS! YOU WILL BE OK!