Now PM, would that be a very small book or a very small idea? Lol. Only kidding. I wish you all the luck in the world with the publishers. I've not gotten to the book stage yet although that would be my ultimate goal. I don't have huge expectations but as long as I out sell JK Rowling I'll be happy! Not sure if that'll happen though!

It is indeed a roller coaster ride PM. I'm still undecided whether it's her who's providing the ups and downs or my own interpretations though. Still, I'm feeling more comfortable in myself this afternoon and I'll just see how things are tonight when I pick up Wee Man. A pleasant interaction, no matter how small, always seems to give a confidence boost. In a way though I suppose that's a bad thing since it shows that the way she acts still affects me. So, I guess I need to detach some more still. Not so much in my physical actions but more in my mental state.

I booked flights today for Wee Man and myself to go to my niece's birthday party next month. It's fancy dress for the kids so I'm going to have a lot of fun picking an outfit for him. I may even ask my W if she wants to be involved. Could be a good excuse for some interaction.

Kev


Me: 32, Wife: 22
Son: 2
Married: 2 years
Separated: January 5th 2009

Sometimes you have to become lost before you can find yourself.