I had one of those moments that hit you during the night. I dreamt that I was taking my eldest D to a rock concert. As I got onto the subway train the doors closed behind me, leaving my D behind. I began pressing the emergency button and finally opened the door at the back of the train and began running down the tracks. When I reached the station it was packed and I couldn't find her! Then it occured to me "wake up, Whatis!" and that took care of that. While lying there I realized there was no one to turn to and hug. I couldn't even go to my D's room to hug her and check on her because she wasn't there. It was just me and my bad dream. Moments like that hit ya hard! There's nobody there. That's not the life I envisioned living at 51 years of age. But, today is a new day and life goes on. Just thought I'd share. I forgot to mention that I did go to the prayer night at my friends church and met some very nice people. Last night I attended the movie night and stayed for the discussion group afterwards which was enjoyable. Again, I met a few more people. They're very easy people to interact with and so far I feel very at home. I also told my woman friend yesterday that I'd decided to check out her church and she was very happy to have a friend to attend church with. We'll see how it goes!
