You are experiencing the roller coaster ride. If you know what to expect, i.e. hot and cold, then the ride is less stressful. Just let it roll off your back. You don't need to analyze every single thing that comes out of her mouth ( I am still working on this part myself).
Coincidence, I have a (very small) book idea as well. Will be talking with a publisher this week. Haven't written it yet but I think the idea is sound and good. If I can get it off the ground, I'll let you know.
It's really fun to do something new. This is all new for me. But this is the silver lining on my dark, dark cloud. I am trying new things and enjoying my new life, things that I would not have tried if everything was going smoothly.
You never know what life has in store for you.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
