Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

Well, ever day is a new day. I made it through last night, with some help by:

Calling someone else, and venting: Spent an hour on the phone on my commute home to just dump, this helped a lot, and I was able to get into my Act as if mode when I got home:

Got home and had fun with my D until bedtime, laughed and played a bit, then paid some bills, sat on the couch and watched 2 1/2 men with the W, and laughed through that, then hit the other TV for some UFC.

This AM I listened to the secret on audio tape on the commute in to work again, I find this helps put me in a positive frame of mind, and to focus on myself in a good way.

So, today started out smoothly given all that has happened in the past few weeks, got to focus on GAL this week, in prep for this weekend with my D.

Anyone with tips on how to stop dreading being alone on the weekends, while my my W is out gallivanting around? I know I can't focus on what she is doing AT ALL, but man that is tough to do.